True Friends

Since the day I borned to this world, im not clever to social with others. When primary, I blur alway, just like I live in my own world. When secondary, because afraid of my dad, I alway lock myself in my room, wait until my dad went to work, I just dare to go downstair. Hence, I try my best to find "love" from outside. I mix myself with many many friends, i never offend them, I even tolerate with anyone, I never angry or quarrel with my friends before too, because friends are very important to me. In my heart, friends even important than my bf. I rather reject my bf request also will not reject my friends, I even willing mix with my friends, spend the time with my friends, I also do not want with my bf. Friend, please....do not angry me, I really not mean that to you, don't treat me so cool..seriously, i afraid of the way you treat me now.

I know I'm soli to you..

I know I shouldnt dump you alone..

I know I have break the promise between us..

but plz believe me..I really don't hope that..

but plz trust me..I really nvr mean to dump you..

but plz believe me..I nvr want to treat you badly..

I really don't hope this matter make a change in our friendship..friend, i waiting the real of you come back..plz 4give me..

..soli soli soli soli..